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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:51 pm
    @@@@@Sometimes it was actual seeing Sometimes it
    @@@@@Sometimes it was actual seeing
    Sometimes it was more like aa wave that came
    out of her pictures, and from using her pencils
    "But you know it's true
    "She didn't care if the pictures lasted or not?"
    Wireman askedThe doing mattered moreShe experimented
    with media, and then she started to experiment
    with realityAnd that's when Perse
    heard her, I think, when she started messing with
    realityHeard her and woke upWoke up and
    started calling
    "Perse was with the rest of that junk Eastlake
    found, wasn't she?" Wireman asked
    "Elizabeth thought it was a dollBut they couldn't be together until she was
    strong enough
    "Which she are you talking about?" Jack asked
    "Perse or the little girl?"
    "Probably bothElizabeth was just a kidPerse had been asleep for a long time
    Sleeping under the sand, full fathom five
    859
    "Very poetic," Jack said, "but I don't know
    exactly what you're talking about
    "Neither do I," I said"Because her I don't see
    If Elizabeth drew pictures of Perse, she destroyed
    themI find it suggestive that she turned to
    collecting china figures in her old age, but maybe
    that's just a coincidenceWhat I know is that
    Perse established a line of communication with the
    child, first through her drawings, then through
    her up-to-then favorite doll, NoveenAnd Perse
    instituted a kind of
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:58 pm
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    The holiday allowed to the Miss Bertrams the next day, on purpose
    to afford leisure for getting acquainted with, and entertaining
    their young cousin, produced little unionThey could not but hold
    her cheap on finding that she had but two sashes, and had never
    learned French; and when they perceived her to be little struck with
    the duet they were so good as to play, they could do no more than
    make her a generous present of some of their least valued toys, and
    leave her to herself, while they adjourned to whatever might be the
    favourite holiday sport of the moment, making artificial flowers or
    wasting gold paper
    Fanny, whether near or from her cousins, whether in the schoolroom,
    the drawing-room, or the shrubbery, was equally forlorn, finding
    something to fear in every person and placeShe was disheartened
    by Lady Bertram’s silence, mens gucci watches awed by Sir Thomas’s grave looks,
    and quite overcome by MrsHer elder cousins
    mortified her by reflections on her size, and abashed her by noticing
    her shyness: Miss Lee wondered at her ignorance, and the
    maid-servants sneered at her clothes; and when to these sorrows was
    added the idea of the brothers and sisters among whom she had
    always been important as playfellow, instructress, and nurse, the
    despondence that sunk her little heart was severe
    The grandeur of the house astonished, but could not console her
    The rooms were too large for her to move in with ease: whatever she
    touched she expected to injure, and she crept about in constant
    terror of something or other; often retreating towards her own chamber
    to cry; and the little girl who was spoken of in the drawingroom
    when she left it at night as seeming so desirably sensible of louis vuitton men her
    peculiar good fortune, ended every day’s sorrows by sobbing herself
    to sleepA week had passed in this way, and no suspicion of it conveyed
    by her quiet passive manner, when she was found one morning
    by her cousin Edmund, the youngest of the sons, sitting crying
    on the attic stairs
    “My dear little cousin,” said he, with all the gentleness of an excellent
    nature, “what can be the matter?” And sitting down by her,
    he was at great pains to overcome her shame in being so surprised,
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    and persuade her to speak openly“Was she ill? or was anybody
    angry with her? or had she quarrelled with Maria and Julia? or was
    she puzzled about anything in her lesson that he could explain? Did
    she, in short, want anything he could possibly get her, or do for her?
    For a long while no answer could be obtained beyond a “no, no—
    not at gucci tote all—no, thank you”; but he still persevered; and no sooner
    had he begun to revert to her own home, than her increased sobs
    explained to him where the grievance layHe tried to console her
    “You are sorry to leave Mama, my dear little Fanny,” said he, “which
    shows you to be a very good girl; but you must remember that you
    are with relations and friends, who all love you, and wish to make
    you happyLet us walk out in the park, and you shall tell me all
    about your brothers and sisters
    On pursuing the subject, he found that, dear as all these brothers
    and sisters generally were, there was one among them who ran more
    in her thoughts than the restIt was William whom she talked of
    most, and wanted most to seeWilliam, the eldest, a year older than
    herself, her constant companion and friend; her advocate with her
    mother (of whom he was the men wallet gucci darling) in every distress“William
    did not like she should come away; he had told her he should miss
    her very much indeed “But William will write to you, I dare say
    “Yes, he had promised he would, but he had told her to write first
    “And when shall you do it?” She hung her head and answered hesitatingly,
    “she did not know; she had not any paper
    “If that be all your difficulty, I will furnish you with paper and
    every other material, and you may write your letter whenever you
    chooseWould it make you happy to write to William?”
    “Yes, very
    “Then let it be done nowCome with me into the breakfast-room,
    we shall find everything there, and be sure of having the room to
    ourselves
    “But, cousin, will it go to the post?”
    “Yes, depend upon me it shall: it shall go with the other letters;
    and, as your uncle will frank it, it will cost William chanel silver not
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:59 pm
    @@@@@"Wilson, you cain't have it His voice was
    @@@@@"Wilson, you cain't have it His voice was final and Wilson lapsed into reverie again
    They picked up the stretcher and tugged forward a few yards, laid it down againThe sun was drifting toward the western horizon and it grew cooler, but they paid little attentionWilson was a burden they had to carry; it would go on and on and they could never let him goThey did not understand this, but comprehension was lurking behind their fatigueThey only knew that they must move on, and they didAll afternoon until it was dark Ridges and Goldstein staggered forward their few inches at a time, and slowly the inches added upBy the time they had stopped for the night, covered Wilson with one of their two blankets and bundled up together beside each other to sleep in stupor, they had advanced Wilson five miles from the place where they had left Brown and StanleyAlready the jungle was not too far awayAlthough they did not say it, they had glimpsed it from the top of the last hill they had crossedTomorrow they might be sleeping on the beach, waiting for the boat to bring them back



    11

    MAJOR DALLESON was in a quandaryThe General had left that morning -- the third morning of the patrol -- for Army Headquarters in an attempt to get a destroyer for the invasion of Botoi Bay, and Dalleson effectively had been left in commandColonel Newton, the CO of the 460th, and Lieutenant Colonel Conn technically ranked Dalleson, but in the General's absence Dalleson was in charge of operations, and now he had a tough problem before him
    The attack had been grinding ahead for five days, had bogged down only yesterdayThey had expected it, for the advance had been ahead of schedule, and it was probable the Japanese would increase their resistanceIn consideration of this, Cummings had told him to mark time"Things are going to be quiet, DallesonI suspect there'll be an attack or two from the Japs but nothing to worry aboutJust keep up your pressure on the front as a wholeIf I can waggle a destroyer or two, we'll be able to knock off the campaign in a week
    Simple enough instructions, but things were not turning out that wayAn hour after the General's plane had taken off, Dalleson received a bewildering patrol reportA squad from E Company had patrolled a thousand yards into the jungle beyond their latest positions and found a Japanese bivouac deser
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:59 pm
    @@@@@Because after you have the Trinity bites
    @@@@@Because after you have the Trinity bites you
    have
    to throw the cake with all your might against a wall so that it breaks
    into piecesI had the wall scrubbed yesterday, and the floor
    "That's the craziest thing I ever heardWhy should I ruin a perfectly
    good cake? And why eat cake for breakfast anyhow?"
    "Because that's the way it's doneCome do your duty, The O'Hara,
    before the rest of the people in this house die of hungerNo one can
    eat before the harm brack is broken Scarlett put on her wool
    wrapper
    and obeyedShe had a swallow of tea to moisten her mouth, then bit
    three times into the edge of the rich fruited cake as MrsShe had to hold it in both hands because it was so big
    Then she repeated the prayer against hunger during the year that Mrs
    Fitz taught her and heaved with both arms, sending the cake flying
    and
    crashing against the wallBits flew all over the roomBut the throwing part was fun
    "I'm glad you liked it," said the housekeeper
    "You've got five more to doEvery man, woman, and child in
    Ballyhara
    has to get a little piece for good luckThey're waiting outsideThe
    maids will take the pieces down on trays after you finish
    "My grief," said Scarlett"I should have taken littler bites After
    breakfast Colum accompanied her through the town for her next ritual
    It was good luck for the whole year if a dark-haired person visited a
    house on New Year's DayBut the tradition required that the person
    enter, then be escorted out, then be escorted back in agaIn"And
    don't you dare laugh," Colum ordered"Any dark-haired person is
    good
    luc
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:51 pm
    @@@@@I'd felt so weak that it frightened meEvery
    @@@@@I'd felt so weak that it
    frightened meEvery muscle in my body had begun to ache, but it was not from all the walking
    I could feel the ache of exertion and also the ache from sleeping on the ground, and these were
    different from the new acheMy body was drying out, and this ache was my muscles protesting
    the torture of itI knew that I couldn't keep going much longer
    I'd turned my back on the east to get the sun off my face for a moment
    That's when I'd seen itThe long, flat line of the mesa, unmistakable with the bordering peaks
    There it was, so far away in the distant west that it seemed to shimmer above a mirage, floating,
    hovering over the desert like a dark cloudEvery step we'd walked had been in the wrong
    directionThe last marker was farther to the west than we'd come in all our journeying
    “Impossible,” I whispered again
    Melanie was frozen in my head, unthinking, blank, trying desperately to reject this new
    comprehensionI waited for her, my eyes tracing the undeniably familiar shapes, until the
    sudden weight of her acceptance and grief knocked me to my kneesHer silent keen of defeat
    echoed in my head and added one more layer to the painMy breathing turned ragged–a
    soundless, tearless sobbingThe sun crept up my back; its heat soaked deep into the darkness of
    my hair
    My shadow was a small circle beneath me when I regained controlPainstakingly, I got back on
    my feetTiny sharp rocks were embedded in the skin on my legsI didn't bother to brush these
    offI stared at the floating mesa mocking me from the west for a long, hot time
    And finally, not really sure why I did it, I started walking forwardI knew only this: that it was
    me who moved and no one elseMelanie was so small in my brain–a tiny capsule of pain
    wrapped tightly in on her her
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:51 pm
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    "What time is it?" Jack puffed
    "Time for you to move a little faster, mi amigo,"
    Wireman said"You want me to spell you on that
    basket?"
    "Sure," Jack said, sounding really out of temper
    for the first time since I'd met him"Then you
    can have a heart attack and me and women rolex the boss can
    try out our CPR technique
    "Are you suggesting I'm not in shape?"
    "In shape, but I still put you fifty pounds into
    the cardiac danger zone
    "Put it down, son," Wireman said"Put that cesto
    de puta madre down and I'll carry it the rest of
    the way
    Something black omega deville watch moved in the corner of my eyeI
    almost didn't lookI thought it was the lawn
    jockey again, this time darting alongside the pool
    Or skimming its buggy, smelly surfaceThank God I
    decided to make sure
    Wireman, meanwhile, was glowering at JackHis
    manhood had been impugned
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    A replica tiffany jewelry piece of the pool's turgid nastiness had come
    aliveIt detached itself from the blackness and
    flopped onto the cracked, weed-sprouting concrete
    lip, splattering muck about itself in a dirty
    starburst
    "No, Wireman, I got it
    A piece of nastiness with eyes
    "Jack, I'm telling motorcycle balenciaga you for the last time
    Then I saw the tail, and realized what I was
    looking at
    "And I'm telling you-"
    "Wireman," I said, and grabbed his shoulder
    "No, Edgar, I can do thisHow those words clanged in my head
    I forced myself to speak slowly, loudly, and
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:56 pm
    @@@@@ He is not five foot nineI should not wonder
    @@@@@
    He is not five foot nineI should not wonder if he is not more than
    five foot eightI think he is an ill-looking fellowIn my opinion,
    these Crawfords are no addition at allWe did very well without
    them
    A small sigh escaped Fanny here, and she did not know how to
    contradict him
    “If I had made any difficulty about fetching the key, there might
    have been some excuse, but I went the very moment she said she
    wanted it
    “Nothing could be more obliging than your manner, I am sure,
    and I dare say you walked as fast as you could; but still it is some
    distance, you know, from this spot to the house, quite into the house;
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    and when people are waiting, they are bad judges of time, and every
    half minute seems like five
    He got up and walked to the gate again, and “wished he had had
    the key about him at the time Fanny thought she discerned in his
    standing there an indication of relenting, which encouraged her to
    another attempt, and she said, therefore, “It is a pity you should not
    join themThey expected to have a better view of the house from
    that part of the park, and will be thinking how it may be improved;
    and nothing of that sort, you know, can be settled without you
    She found herself more successful in sending away than in retaining
    a companionRushworth was worked on“Well,” said he,
    “if you really think I had better go: it would be foolish to bring the
    key for nothing And letting himself out, he walked off without
    farther ceremony
    Fanny’s thoughts were now all engrossed by the two who had left
    her so long ago, and getting quite impatient, she resolved to go in
    search of themShe followed their steps along the bottom walk, and
    had just turned up into another, when the voice and the laugh of
    Miss Crawford once more caught her ear; the sound approached,
    and a few more windings brought them before herThey were just
    returned into the wilderness from the park, to which a sidegate, not
    fastened, had tempted them very soon after their leaving her, and
    they had been across a portion of the park into the very avenue
    which Fanny had been hoping the whole morning to reach at last,
    and had been sitting down under one of the treesThis was their
    historyIt was evident that they had been spending their time pleasantly,
    and were not aware of the length of their absenceFanny’s
    best consolation was in being assured that Edmund had wished for
    her very much, and that he should certainly have come back for her,
    had she not been tired already; but this was not quite sufficient to
    do away with the pain of having been left a whole hour, when he
    had talked of only a few minutes, nor to banish the sort of curiosity
    she felt to know what they had been conversing about all that time;
    and the result of the whole was to her disappointment and depression,
    as they prepared by general agreement to return to the house
    On reaching the bottom of the steps to the terrace, MrsNorris presented themselves at the top, just ready for the
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    wilderness, at the end of an hour and a half from their leaving the
    houseNorris had been too well employed to move faster
    Whatever cross-accidents had occurred to intercept the pleasures of
    her nieces, she had found a morning of complete enjoyment; for
    the housekeeper, after a great many courtesies on the subject of pheasants,
    had taken her to the dairy, told her all about their cows, and
    given her the receipt for a famous cream cheese; and since Julia’s
    leaving them they had been met by the gardener, with whom she
    had made a most satisfactory acquaintance, for she had set him right
    as to his grandson’s illness, convinced him that it was an ague, and
    promised him a charm for it; and he, in return, had shewn her all
    his choicest nursery of plants, and actually presented her with a very
    curious specimen of h
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:00 pm
    @@@@@You kept fighting everything, and everything
    @@@@@You kept fighting everything, and everything broke you down, until in the end you were just a little goddam bolt holding on and squealing when the machine went too fast
    He had to depend on other men, he needed other men now, and he didn't know how to go about itDeep within him were the first nebulae of an idea, but he could not phrase itIf they all stuck togetherAll they knew was to cut each other's throatsThere were no answers, there wasn't even any pride a man could have at the endFor an instant he hovered over the idea of writing her a letter, starting it up again, and then he threw it awayThe least you could do was back out like a manAnd there was the thought that maybe she'd tell him to go to hellHe coughed once more and spat into his hand, holding it numbly for several seconds before he wiped it surreptitiously on the canvas of his bunkLet the boat pilot try to wash that outAnd he smiled wryly, shamefully, at the satisfaction it gave himWell, he'd been everything else in his time
    And Goldstein lay on his bunk with his arms under his head and thought dreamily about his wife and childAll the bitterness and frustration of losing Wilson had been tucked away in his brain, encysted temporarily by the stupor that had followedHe had slept for a day and a half, and the journey with the litter seemed remoteHe even liked Brown and Stanley because they were a little uneasy with him and seemed afraid to bother himThere was an understanding between Ridges and himThe day they had spent on the beach waiting for the rest of the platoon had not been unpleasantAnd automatically they had selected bunks next to each other when they got on the boat
    He had his moments of rebellionThe goy friend he got was a goy -- a peasant, an outcast himselfHe would get somebody like thatBut he was ashamed for thinking this, with almost the shame he felt whenever a random caustic thought about his wife slipped through his headIt ended by his being defian
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    3:00 pm
    @@@@@She looked eagerly out the window of her
    @@@@@She looked eagerly out the
    window of her carriage at the houses on Peachtree Street, identifying
    the owners to herself, noting the signs of better times for themThe
    Merriwethers had a new roof, the Meades a new color paintThings
    weren't nearly as shabby as they'd been when she left a year and a
    half
    backAnd there was her house! OhI don't remember it being so
    crowded on the lot like thatThere's hardly any yard at allWas it
    always so close to the street? For pity's sake, I'm just being
    silly
    What difference does it make? I've already decided to sell it
    anyhow
    * * This was no time to sell, said Uncle Henry HamiltonThe
    depression was no better, business was bad everywhereThe hardest
    hit
    market of all was real estate, and the hardest hit real estate was the
    big places like hersPeople were moving down, not upThe little
    houses, now, like the ones she'd been building on the edge of town,
    they were selling as fast as people could put them upShe was
    making
    a fortune thereWhy did she want to sell anyhow? It wasn't as if the
    house cost her anything, Rhett paid all the bills with money left over,
    tooHe's looking at me like I smelled bad or something, Scarlett
    thoughtHe blames me for the divorceFor a moment she felt like
    protesting, telling her side of the story, telling what had really
    happenedUncle Henry was the only one left who was on my side
    Without him there won't be a soul in Atlanta who doesn't look down on
    meAnd it doesn't matter a bitThe idea burst in her mind like a
    Roman candleHenry Hamilton's wrong in judging me just like
    everybody
    else in Atlanta was wrong in judging meI'm not like them, and I
    don't want to beI'm different, I'm m
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    2:51 pm
    @@@@@My heart faltered and then beat unevenly,
    @@@@@My heart faltered and then beat
    unevenly, and I wanted to laugh at myselfDid it matter that he was beautiful, that I loved him,
    when he was going to kill me?
    I stared at the murder in his expression and tried to hope that rage would win out over
    expediency, but a true death wish evaded me
    Jeb and Jared locked eyes for a long momentJared's jaw clenched and unclenched, but Jeb's
    face was calmThe silent confrontation ended when Jared suddenly exhaled in an angry gust
    and took a step back
    Jeb reached down for my hand and put his other arm around my back to pull me upMy head
    whirled and ached; my stomach heavedIf it hadn't been empty for days, I might have thrown
    upIt was like my feet weren't touching the groundI wobbled and pitched forwardJeb
    steadied me and then gripped my elbow to keep me standing
    Jared watched all this with a teeth-baring grimaceLike an idiot, Melanie struggled to move
    toward him againBut I was over the shock of seeing him here and less stupid than she was
    nowShe wouldn't break through againI locked her away behind every bar I could create in my
    headCan't you see how he loathes me? Anything you say will make it worse
    But Jared's alive, Jared's here,she crooned
    The quiet in the cavern dissolved; whispers came from every side, all at the same time, as if I'd
    missed some cueI couldn't make out any meanings in the hissing murmurs
    My eyes darted around the mob of humans–every one of them an adult, no smaller, younger
    figure among themMy heart ached at the absence, and Melanie fought to voice the questionThere wasn't anything to see here, nothing but anger and hatred on strangers'
    faces, or the anger and hatred on Jared's face
    Until another man pushed his way through the whispering throngHe was built slim and tall,
    his skeletal structure more obvious under his skin than mos
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    2:51 pm
    @@@@@ I started along the path to the back of
    @@@@@
    I started along the path to the back of the house,
    the one that would take me to the boardwalkAt
    the end of that boardwalk, a thousand or so years
    ago, I'd met the big man I was now leaving behind
    He had been sitting under a striped umbrellaHe
    had offered me iced green tea, very coolingAnd
    he had said, So - the limping stranger arriveth at
    last
    And now he goeth, I thoughtThey were watching me
    "Muchacho!" Wireman called
    I thought he was going to ask me to come back so
    we could think about this a little more, talk it
    over a little moreBut I had underestimated him
    "Vaya con Dios, mi hombre
    I gave him a final wave and walked around the
    corner of the house
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    So then I took my last Great Beach Walk, as
    limping and painful as my first ones along that
    shell-littered shoreOnly those had been by the
    rosy light of early morning, when the world was at
    its most still, the only things moving the mild
    lap of the waves and the brown clouds of peeps
    that fled before meTonight
    the wind roared and the waves raged, not alighting
    on the shore but committing suicide on itThe
    rollers farther out were painted chrome, and
    several times I thought I saw the Perse from the
    corner of my eye, but each time I turned to look,
    there was nothingTonight there was nothing on my
    part of the Gulf but moonlight
    I lurched along, flashlight gripped in my hand,
    thinking of the day I had walked here with Ilse
    She had asked me if this was the most beautiful
    place on earth and I had assured her that no,
    there were at least three others that were more
    beautifulbut I couldn't remember what I'd told
    her those others were, only that they were hard to
    spellWhat I remembered most clearly was her
    saying I deserved a beautiful place, and time to
    rest
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    Tears started to come then, and I let themI had
    the flashlight in the hand I could have used to
    wipe them away, so I just let them come
    iv
    I heard Big Pink before I actually saw itThe
    shells under the house had never been so
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:01 pm
    @@@@@ When Tom is better, I shall go Such was
    @@@@@
    When Tom is better, I shall go
    Such was the state of Mansfield, and so it continued, with scarcely
    any change, till EasterA line occasionally added by Edmund to his
    mother’s letter was enough for Fanny’s informationTom’s amendment
    was alarmingly slow
    Easter came particularly late this year, as Fanny had most sorrowfully
    considered, on first learning that she had no chance of leaving
    Portsmouth till after itIt came, and she had yet heard nothing of
    her return—nothing even of the going to London, which was to
    precede her returnHer aunt often expressed a wish for her, but
    there was no notice, no message from the uncle on whom all depended
    She supposed he could not yet leave his son, but it was a
    cruel, a terrible delay to herThe end of April was coming on; it
    would soon be almost three months, instead of two, that she had
    been absent from them all, and that her days had been passing in a
    state of penance, which she loved them too well to hope they would
    thoroughly understand; and who could yet say when there might
    be leisure to think of or fetch her?
    Her eagerness, her impatience, her longings to be with them, were
    such as to bring a line or two of Cowper’s Tirocinium for ever before
    her“With what intense desire she wants her home,” was continually
    on her tongue, as the truest description of a yearning which
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    she could not suppose any schoolboy’s bosom to feel more keenly
    When she had been coming to Portsmouth, she had loved to call
    it her home, had been fond of saying that she was going home; the
    word had been very dear to her, and so it still was, but it must be
    applied to MansfieldThat was now the homePortsmouth was
    Portsmouth; Mansfield was homeThey had been long so arranged
    in the indulgence of her secret meditations, and nothing was more
    consolatory to her than to find her aunt using the same language: “I
    cannot but say I much regret your being from home at this distressing
    time, so very trying to my spiritsI trust and hope, and sincerely
    wish you may never be absent from home so long again,” were most
    delightful sentences to herStill, however, it was her private regale
    Delicacy to her parents made her careful not to betray such a preference
    of her uncle’s houseIt was always: “When I go back into
    Northamptonshire, or when I return to Mansfield, I shall do so and
    so For a great while it was so, but at last the longing grew stronger,
    it overthrew caution, and she found herself talking of what she should
    do when she went home before she was awareShe reproached herself,
    coloured, and looked fearfully towards her father and mother
    She need not have been uneasyThere was no sign of displeasure, or
    even of hearing herThey were perfectly free from any jealousy of
    MansfieldShe was as welcome to wish herself there as to be there
    It was sad to Fanny to lose all the pleasures of spring
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    2:58 pm
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    “That’s quite a sight,” commented Jason“It didn’t come about through neglect
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    “Ah, it is a passion with Santos! No one understands it, but no one touches a single flower,
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    235
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