Thinking it would help him if he read novels, he...
Thinking it would help him if he read novels, he bought a number of the cheap Reader's Library editionsThe covers were dark purple with gold lettering and decorationsIn the stall at Arwacas they had looked attractive, but in his room he could scarcely bear to touch themThe gilt stuck to his fingers and the covers reminded him of funeral palls and of those undertakers' horses that were draped with the colours of death every day The sun shone and the rain fellThe roof didn't leakBut the asphalt began to melt and hung limply down: a legion of slim, black, growing snakesOccasionally they fell, and, falling, curled and died Late one night, when he had put out the oil lamp and was in bed, he heard footsteps outside his room He lay still, listeningThen he jumped out of bed, grabbed his stick and deliberately knocked against the kitchen safe and table and Shama's dressingtableHe bolsas prada stood at the side of the door and violently pushed out the top half, his body protected by the lower half He saw nothing but the night, the still, colourless barrack-yard, the dead trees black against the moonlit skyTwo rooms away a light was burning: someone was out, or a child was ill Then, making a lapping, happy sound, Tarzan was on the step, wagging his tail so hard it struck against the lower half of the door He let him in and stroked him Tarzan, overjoyed at the attention, stuck his muzzle against Mr "Egg!" For a second Tarzan hesitatedNo threat appearing, he redoubled his tail-wagging, continually shifting his hind legs After that he always slept with his oil lamp on He began to fear that his house might be burned downHe went to bed with an added anxiety; every morning he opened his side window as soon as he got up, looking past the trees for signs of chloe dior destruction; in the fields he worried about itBut the house always stood: the variegated roof, the frames, the crapaud pillars, the wooden staircase When Shama came he told her of his fears She said, "I don't think they would worry about it And he regretted telling her, for when Seth came he said, "So you frighten they burn it down, eh? Don't worryMaclean came twice and went away And every day the rain fell, the sun blazed, the house became greyer, the sawdust, once fresh and aromatic, became part of the earth, the asphalt snakes hanging from the roof grew longer, and many more died, and MrBiswas worked more and more elaborate messages of comfort for his walls with a steady, unthinking hand, and a mind in turmoil
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